its okay to cry

My fiancé got a job that he wanted to take last year but didn’t because I asked him not to. This time however we needed to get a job. This job he was given is a camp job where he works out of town for two weeks at a time then he is back home for two weeks. Well he is leaving in two days and if you count what time it is its more like he is leaving tomorrow. Oh god I just thought about that now it sucks even more. Well I am broken up because we have never been apart for more then 2 days at the most and now its going to be 2 weeks. And to boot he doesn’t seem to care. I want him to go because he will enjoy it up there but I don’t want him to go because I don’t want to be alone. He is mad because I asked him to not take his computer that is one problem I can’t deal with when he is away. So I am getting the cold shoulder a little from him and he is leaving in a day. What am I going to do here alone for 2 weeks. I don’t even have any friends here or any where really. I am going to miss him and I don’t want him to forget about me. I don’t want him to think that he is better off alone. I would like to know that when he comes back that he is going to be happy to see me and want to be with me still. I want him to know that I love him. With all my heart, and I want him to know that this can work if we both work towards it.

I love you